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foster carrots // holy shadow

by Holy Shadow

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i drank the water from the mountain hello mom, i shaved my head pissed in sinks across the country just to pass out in my bed and if yr card runs out of money please do not treat me like a bank did you learn that from your parents or is it our friends we have to thank? you are plato with a shotgun hello god, please let me live i was quiet in the classroom now my hunger knows no end it knows no end it knows no end i rode my bike up on the nightly hello dog, don't break the skin turned ghostly white almost every night from the headlights i got caught up in and i bought drugs out in the courtyard of St. Michael's Catholic Church you gave your body as an offering to the temple of human hurt and hey hey Jesus, Mary, Joseph you're ignoring all my calls i know that you are home now because the sky's about to fall about to fall about to fall and oh holy spirit, i am invoking yr name it's all come to this, my dear theophilus and nothing will ever be the same so i gave you these nicknames in my journal high priestess, daughter of god thought i'd covered all my bases once but somehow i still got caught up in this sunday morning bender i got drunk and crashed a car and i painted Pollack-style splatter portraits w/ the colors of your heart but still you put flowers in my notebooks and cut the pages from my hair so i took this cup to the mountain top and i drank that shit down right there. credits
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sometimes i ride my bicycle other times i go to work am i a product of my privilege well, my life is not that difficult i know so i'll be riding back to portland on a northeastern bound train i'm in love with massachusetts but my heart belongs in maine am i lonely because of my traveling? well my heart is not an avalanche i know and i wanna go back to how it was before those long walks to the grocery store i know sometimes i wear a suit and tie other times i wear a skirt and now the city skyline's foggy i am dysphoric in milwaukee here we gooo and i wanna go back to how it was before those long walks to the grocery store i know i wanna go back before i opened that door those longs walks to that grocery store i used to know
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i used to scream things at the winter i'd get really drunk and scream obscenities in my kitchen i used to take day trips to the water do you remember when we first met that autumn? we would sneak out on those night drives dig up everything we'd buried and kept hid from view and we would lay 'em in the backyard and watch 'em all wither by the light of the moon and these are just some things that won't come back to me i'm getting drunk, i'm getting quiet, please don't talk to me and this one's about all the things i wasted when i was wasting all my time again you know if things just weren't so different well, maybe i would raise a drink to you but right now i just can't afford that cab ride so send my love to all the massachusetts crew because you my friend you were a starfish in an age when most of us still lived on the land i am trying not to be selfish 'cause i know you found your place now in the sand and these are just some things that won't come back to me eli eli eli lamma sabatachni this one's about and this one's about all the things i wasted when i was wasted all the time again
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foster carrots songs recorded on 11/16/2015 in a dorm room in kalamazoo, michigan

all of these songs were written between aug 2014 - november 2015

s/o to the folks these songs r about for not getting mad at me

xoxo felix

holy shadow's tracks were recorded by hunter finden around the end of november 2015 in portland, maine. accompanied by rayne, dave, isabel, wes, hunter, and several cans of rolling rock.

released December 6, 2015

pic by sandeep sehbi

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released December 23, 2015

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